What happened to the girl who actually *cared* about what she ate and how much she moved.
I'm at an all-time high of 260.
I just kind of gave up.... I've been eating crap and have had no second thoughts about it.
I know that if I keep it up I will be at 300 soon.
Looking back at my stats when I actually cared... last weigh in was 4/20 and I was 222.
Almost a year later... and 38lbs later... and I'm so miserable.
I know how to eat right... I know that working out is important.
I just can't get my mind wrapped around it all again. All I think is that 'what's the point.. I'm just going to gain it all back again'... it's this endless cycle and I don't know how to break it.
I got suckered into a fad diet... suddenly slim... it's pills and shakes and no carbs. That lasted a day and a half. I don't know why I even bothered. I know deep down that there is no quick/easy fix. Losing weight is hard and it takes consistent effort.
I know there are people out there that have gone through phases like this... and also people that are successful in what they do to lose weight.
What I need right now is inspiration.... so tell me.... how are you doing this 'healthy life' thing and what do you do to bounce back?!
I'm going to go read through my old posts and see if that helps.