Thursday, April 16, 2009

pre-meditated binge eating...

Do you ever do this...

You know you have a dinner or event comming up so you just give in a eat like crap before it even happens becuase, hey... you're gonna eat more crap latter anyways.. so what the hey!

I have friends coming up tonight until Sat. It's already been planned that there will be at least one, if not two, trips to the mexican restaurant... and margaritas are not optional.

I already have it in mind that that I will have a margarita.. chips and guacamole..

how crazy is it to plan your binge.. wtf?!!!

I'm also draggin' ass today.. damn period.. I am just exhausted today.. and making poor POOR choices because of it..

Didn't get up in time to make my lunch... so I have to buy today... then I was out buying femine products and ended up buying some reses pb cups because I had been thinking about them all week.. and buying chocolate was ok because I knew that I was going to go out and eat might as well go all out today..

I don't know where I am going with this post...
I just hope I don't do too much damage.. these next few weeks are kind of nuts... going away next weekend to see some college friends.. really hope that doesn't turn into a binge fest of crap food and drink.. then the weekend after that is my dad's estate auction... and this week and next I have had to miss gym times because I'm selling a bunch of my stuff on I have to wait around for people..

I'm feeling very out of sorts and not focused at all.. I'm totally praying for a maintain for this sundays WI but would not be surprised by a gain...

probably wont be posting until Sun... so.. I hope you all have a good rest of your week and a great weekend!


Mama Bear June said...

Only YOU can make the determination to make healthy choices and avoid the bad stuff. I know it's a lot harder at certain times of the month. But as one gal titled her blog - Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
Path to Health

Kelly said...

"margaritas not optional" That's funny. :)
Do the best you can and enjoy yourself. You're in control.

Alea said...

I know exactly what you're talking about - I've done it too... Went the whole nine yards and loaded up on just about everything unhealthy, because I might just as well make the most of my being off track moment. And the worst thing was that so often that off track moment turned into a whole off track week... Ugh.
I wish I could give you some advice on how to turn this around. I'm still working on it too.

MargieAnne said...

I'm no better but you have stopped to think about what you are thinking so it won't be a mindless binge.

Hope ou enjooy your weekend.