I eat between 1650 - 1850 calories a day. I work out at least 3 hours a week and am now starting to add in some weight training.
Today I had my '1 meal a week splurge'. This time it was nothing close to how I usually eat now. It was planned in a sense that I would allow myself a splurge lunch today. While walking around the grocery store my mind was everywhere... should I go for chinese, a pizza, a sub... what would make me happy
back up...
food makes me happy?
Here is where I start to think that mentally a food splurge is not a good idea... but I decide on a sub anyways.
this was my one meal a week splurge... a 7 inch sub from Wegmans.
3 meat, cheese, mayo, oil, lettuce, onion, olives.
a small bag of chipsa
22 oz diet pepsi
I realize I do not miss this kind of food and it's not a good 'splurge' for me. There was WAY too much meat... the soda (or maybe its the lack of water today!) has given me a headache. I have no energy.. I took a nap and still feel like crap and have a headache.
And to think this is how I used to always eat.
I realize that eating clean/healthier has actually changed my tastes. This is GOOD! I'm not using this splurge as a reward for anything... it's just there.
Do I need it then? If the non-healthy items I have on my splurge meal don't 'do it' for me anymore.. whats the point. Why not just eat a piece of chocolate and call it a day. These are things I'm still working through and on.
I see the merit in it all... I don't find myself craving much of anything during the week... and I'm not sure if it's because I'm eating clean or its because my brain knows I get one meal 'off'
I do know that soda is pointless.. even if it's diet. drinking that syrupy, sugar laden, 'DIET' drink was not anything I plan on doing again. I'll stick to water, thanks.
The doritos, however, I could've had a whole family size bag of them
the sub.. TOO much meat...and here I am working on being a vegetarian..
Here are some interesting links, worth a ponder
Tim Ferriss' 'lose 20lbs in 30 days' article.. take with a grain of salt.. but the notion of a one meal (or in his case, day) splurge is interesting
a useful site to help you SEE how the weight machines and other weight lifting activities are done. while this does not replace working with a personal trainer... its a good reminder when/and if you can't work with one every time you do your weight training
What happens to your body when you drink a coke
a great reminder (not that I need it now!) as to why soda is BAD!!!
2 comments:
Good Links... and a great post. I have some of those same feelings...okay ALL those feelings.. but I have them almost daily - if not several times a day. Its a scary cycle.
The pizza, chocolate etc et etc. I have some bad foodlust and I know that its not great - physically or mentaly for me to obsess over food.
but I'm working on it.
:D
I think this is such an awesome post! Really puts things into perspective.
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